Friday, May 12, 2006

today was a shit day...woke up early, thought i was on time..stoned in the toilet while shitting...rushed outta the house, wearing the track pants which closely ressemble pyajamas..just missed the 99...waited for the next one to come...took bloody long to come...waited for about 20 minutes before it appeared...a few stops down it passed the bus which i had missed...the missed bus had broken down at a traffic junction...thought it wasnt such a bad day after all....


then came the sms from reina: class was cancelled today and school only started at three...dammmit...rushed outta the house in pyajamas for nothing...got off the bus, crossed over and went back home



14 10 hrs...left the house early wearing slightly more decent clothes...thought i would definitely not miss the bus this time round...in fact, i was so early, i just missed the earlier one....sat back and waited...and waited..for twenty fucking minutes...bus finally came....thought i could make it to class on the dot in that case...but the bus took fricking long to reach the bus stop wher e i normally change buses...saw the asses of 52 and 154 in the distance when the bus was stuck at the fricking traffic light...watched in frustratation was they disappeared into the fucking cloud of exhaust in the distance...bitch



after i alighted and sat at the bus stop, a familiar number appeared within a minute...it was ANOTHER 99...fucking driver had dilly-dallied so fucking much that his colleauge had caught up from behind...fuck it...waited another 22 minutes, and another two 99s, before the fucking 52 appeared with the 154 close on its hind wheeels...dont understand why bus companies dont space out their fricking buses evenly...fucking stupid


after i alighted i half-jogged in...im fricking unfit...was a minute after the 15 15 mark...dammit..


and when i came home, watched american idol...CHRIS WAS OUT! wtf....im so gonna boycott american idol from now on...



my life is so boring i can write 5 paragraphs about travelling to school...im such a loser



mother's day shopping is on the cards! for the past decade i havent had a REAL mother...this year, i have FOUR! wow...lol...its not as if they are god-mums or anything...they are 4 women who i love for caring for me so much...


1. MY AH MA! : my laopeh's mother...the closest remnant of my cheak grandpa's legacy...i love her to bits for her cute smiles and her playful admonishings and most of all for standing up for me...

2. MY GRANDMA! : my laobu's mother: cares for me now after the agony of having a crazy daughter(laobu)...love her for taking me in when my birth mother threw me out...i owe my increasing obesity to her!

3. MY THIRD AUNT: grandma gave birth to her just before she shitted laobu out....though sometimes somethings she does upset me, she still cares...she PAYS for my education, unlike some bitch who robs me of my education funds...she just wants me to be happy and lets me experience stuff for myself

4. YANTI! : haha..she is the indonesian maid staying with grandma...she makes it her life's mission to ensure that im always chewing on something...always frying eggs for me, warming up leftovers, cooking instant noodles etc...another one responsible for my increasing mass...while i was so skinny staying with my parents, i am now well-fed with real food, (not some leftover, unfresh stock which the grocer was trying to clear at a lower price)...pity yanti is going back to indo soon...like in august? dammit..i will be grateful



yeah...4 presents to get...ironically none of them include the woman who tried ever so hard to keep her iron-grip round bout her 'son's' neck, trying to keep him in the darkness of religious fanaticism...but failed....awww, what a horrible son i am...after all, mothers give birth to sons so they have creatures to do whatever they want them to right? to believe that they know best right? to, in other words, treat them as gods, right?

aww damn, i havent been a good son....tsktsktsk...i should just go to hell





oh btw happy birthday to ber in australia!

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