Friday, July 29, 2005

been slacking like crap since the end of common tests....this is bad...i have 2 colossal ulcers the size of 2 grains of rice(uncooked and put side by side) in my mouth. i bit myself twice on the same spot. ouch....beeen putting the ulcer medcine for a whole fucking week that makes it go all numb....but it just got bigger...so last night got bloody fed up tried rubbing salt in the fucking thing...nearly fucking died...it was fucking painful...took over a minute for my saliva to stop dripping...ok this is getting gross...time out


the CMW play has been taking up lots of my time lah....like everyday...its next thursday and most of them cant remember their lines....jialat....


2 weeks ago, both mel and my immortal asked me out...like wow...haha...mel wanted to meet up this week cos she is having her poly hols....we were supposed to meet on wednesday...then she put my aeroplane citing stress for her upcoming common test....i kno it was bullshit...probably some other cuter guy asked her out...oh well...had CMW rehearsal anyway...my immortal asked me to go to the baybeats at esplanade with her 2 weeks ago...on sunday...didnt really want to go at first...was afraid of...you know...getting hurt again..was afraid that i might lose my composure when she was around too..so i made some lame excuses like having to iron my school uniform on sunday nights...i told her to go find someone else and only use me as a last resort...then i spent the whole night psyching myself for the event that her friend couldnt make it...so much that i was looking forward to meeting her...turned out that her friend was free...when she told me, i was damn disappointed...could only kick myself for being an idiotic fag...bloody fuck...miss her so......... T.T


learning fest was a bloody waste of time...but the second day was good...watched movies the whole day....watched "Goodwill hunting"....omg it rocks!!! damn good movie...the scriptwriter wasnt stingy on the 'fuck's he used in the actors' lines though...haha...but it was really witty and insightful....after the movie i was like "Wow..." partly due to the fact that the acting and storyline was brilliant and also due to the awe that the director inserted more 'fuck's than i could muster in a weeks worth of daily speech into just 2 hours of screenplay. marvelous fucker he is...lol

oh well...got nothing else much to say...today is laopeh's birthday...happy birthday laopeh! dont overwork yourself! xiutian is leaving soon...made her some slipshod shit past midnight cos ubri said we would be putting all the gifts into a big box for her today...then only today did she tell me she would get the bloody box after school...oh well...maybe i can get something better for her now that i have more time....


okie dokes...gotta zhao...

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