Monday, September 13, 2004

hmmmmmmmx.....long time no post poems.....here are 2 kinda strange ones mi wrote, both untitled...alrite here's e 1st....damn shitty cuz unedited...hehx

twenty-four hours a day
seven days a week
nothing do i say
not a word do i speak

tears roll down my cheeks unbidden
splash to the ground unstopped
my agony, in the silence long hidden
has now been unlocked

I tried to put on a brave front
did my best to force a smile
however, i just can't
heal the pain growing all this while

the wound inside me bleeds
deep within my heart
for the balm of love to heal itself, it pleads
But....

The one who used to hold my hand
who kissed me every date
has now forsaken me in this dark land
this dark land of hate

"What did i do wrong to you?"
i ask in vain as i weep
and my teardrops join the beads of morning dew
even as i toss and turn in fitful sleep

as i sleep, my dreams are filled with you
in them i pursue the strength to live
strength and hope symbolised by you
the only one this strength to give

in my dreams, i pursue your retreating figure with a blind hope
an endless space of time seems to lapse
WHen i come close, i lunge to catch your skirt of hope
but it just slips beyond my grasp.....................


hahas........tts e 1st one........hmmmmx.......tink mi will write e 2nd one some other time.....its nt as lame as tis one......bt ya...muz edit and extend it..ps damn luo suo........as for sherwin???i 4give u...haha......but mi cant stand it when people insult my friends.....my friends are lyk family to mi....they are the ppl who stand up for mi, who acccept mi as i am without complaint....they do not try to control mi......thr tis episode mi kinda touched tt ppl stand up 4 mi.....eben if its ppl mi seldon tok 2....thx alot guys....appreciate u all....

one more thing..mi din sae anyth abt siva's skin ok???mebe it was my frens who said it...mebe i was tere...have a vague memory of racist comments being uttered in my presence....bt i was nt e one hu said it....would swear if i could......sho all u fuckers who are targetingmi 4 it, u gt e wrong person.........







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