Sunday, September 10, 2006

Enslave my heart, revealed is her apathey.
I'm bounded by a fear of loneliness,
Show me fidelity now fill me with a false sense of hope,
This will be reminder of what we once were.
I'll leave your lips soaked with remnants of a love held together by deception.
And death is masked as my savior.
Martyred in your heartless name.
The detriment was much too profound for you
To mend my wounds sweetly with your blackened kiss,
My heart you've bled it dry
You could mean the world to me nothing less throughout eternity.
You're the end of the world to me.
A beautiful contradiction possessing me.
I can give you no more than all the love I have.
Take it with you wherever your heart shall lead you.
This is the requiem for broke hearts and empty promises,
With weary steps I will press on no longer,
Now watch as the blade cuts through my skin,
And this blood will forever rain up on your guiltless head,
Could you hold this close to your heart forever...forever?
Will you hold this close to your heart forever and always.
Or will you bathe in my blood forever and always?


B-E-A-utiful lyrics. wow.




i don't know, but it just feels so empty now. especially when i see her tags on other blogs. i take a look at my previous tags. and

i dont know

it just feels very sad

the void that she filled is now void again.

the worm-eater has been abandoned again.




work yesterday nearly killed me. started work at 8am. i earn 6 bucks per hour. i made $108 yesterday after deducting an hour for lunch and dinner. you do the math.

cant concentrate on anything at all nowadays

woke up at 1.30. i havent gone to church in more than a month. this is bad

leaving skool cheakie at 6:45 PM [comment]

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