Saturday, September 02, 2006

couldnt sleep the whole of last night. lay in bed from 23 45 to about midnight when i realised that i forgot to put my working pants into my bag so i ran upstairs to get it. at 0015, went back to bed. but just couldnt sleep. tossed, turned and thought. even tried counting sheep but gave up when i reached the 143rd sheep cos i felt dumb. looked at the time:2am. fuck


went out and lay on the sofa. not much space to toss and turn there. the last time i glanced at my clock, it was 3.45am. even then i couldnt sleep properly and kept drifting in and out of sleep.alarm rang at 4.55am. was glad to get up.

today was the first day that i actually talked to mrs parker. supper after work. yeah. was supposed to join kong and the guys for jumbo seafood but kinda decided against it.


its amazing how its easier to talk to someone who is almost completely a stranger than to people who have been my friends for like years. of course it was mainly just gossip and poking fun at each other so yeah.


wow she stays really near my primary scoo.


i thought i could change for her, just for her,

but that was then

now im really kinda worried that i might revert to my old ways


someone might get hurt in order for me to return back to my normal self.


damn this shit fucking sucks.


spastics, i think i might be back rather soon. =/

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