Monday, May 15, 2006

my FRIENDS know me as a brutally honest guy, one who is never afraid to give his pure opinion on things. one who is never afraid to hurt anyone's feelings if it concerns enlightening them upon the cold hard truth. im a frank sonofabitch


i know it hurts to be put down. but i dont care. i make it a point to make sure that i constantly put down those whom i treat as FRIENDS. why? cos i know firsthand the deadly chain reactions caused by conceit and self-satisfaction. so i rather i make my friends feel less high and mighty (more down-to-earth) than be just a yes-man and let them feel like the rulers of the world. if you dont understand that then you are better-off without this asshole as a friend


so, my dear FRIEND. if you want an apology for what i said, here it is:

im so SORRY that i was honest
im SORRY that the truth hurt
im SORRY that i had to tug at the painful root of the problem
im SORRY that i had to tug your head down from amongst the clouds
im SORRY that i do not dilute the truth
im SORRY that i do not sweet talk
im SORRY that i lent you cash in times of need
im SORRY that i was there when you needed me
im SORRY that i put you before me
im SORRY that i ever tried to help you

IF i get a CHANCE to ATONE for my TRANSGRESSIONS, i promise i will,

never be totally honest with you again
tell you what you WANT to hear (ie you are the most beautiful woman in the world)
dilute the truth so that it doesnt hurt so bad and so you can ignore the roots of problems easily
make it seem like the whole world revolves around you
allow you to live in your world where everyone loves you for who you are
abandon you in times of need
and
dump you like all my fellow JERKS when i have had my fun and GOTTEN you




have fun miss, hope some cute guy gets into your pants real soon and make you feel like you are in heaven and thanks for jerking me back to the reality that i dont have that many true friends after all :)

leaving skool cheakie at 1:16 AM [comment]

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