Tuesday, February 14, 2006

its valentines day


bah humbug.....


She told me last night that she was starting afresh with that sonofadick....i had no reaction...but you know, sometimes dreams have the weirdest ways of exposing your true feelings...had a really weird dream last night...remember the time i went out with her and she told me she was going to aljunied area to go to a friend's friend's house? i was damn worried right?


yup...last night i dreamt i was walking around aljunied area...every corner that i turned, i would see Her and that S.O.D. together, each holding the other's both hands...She would be looking at me, and he would be gazing at Her....She was in css uniform and he was in this gray tee and cargoes... =/ weird huh?


can it really be that bad?



cos i dont feel anything no more...



but what is the significance of this dream?



is it a revealing of my innermost feelings?



or just a product of a restless mind during sleep?



im too lazy to get out of the house....dont think i will go play snooker after all...maybe at night though....its a good day to be depressed... o.o



"I Still..." Backstreet Boys

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment
when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on,
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)
Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

leaving skool cheakie at 1:24 PM [comment]

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