Saturday, January 07, 2006

slept until 4.30pm yesterday...woke up realising that i had to go ML to see aishah...but it was raining and i had left the stuff at my parent's place so decided to fuck it and just stay at home...so didnt even open the door...kept raining so i just watched the telly...faith called to tell me that my booking was cancelled for the next day...fucked up timing..fucked up client


when xx came back with my laksa he found that he had locked me in anyway..lol...so i wouldnt be able to go out since i hadnt made the keys..ate my laksa...by then it was like...9.20pm...xx had found $800 plus missing from his bank acct when he lost his wallet...had to go print his bank passbook to trace the mysterious transaction... so we went down in search of a key maker and to the bank(he traced it all right)....found no keymaker...then went in search of groceries...ntuc closed...dammit...remembered that there was a supermarket that opened 24 hrs near my parent's place, so went there to get groceries...bought alot of nonsense..two bundles of fresh veg...lugged it home...found that there were no tupperware containers at home...so just dumped the groceries in the fridge and went to bed...haha



woke at noon today...went back to parent's place to get my stuff and visit grandma..ah ma is fine! haha..she kept saying stuff like 'your mother is going to chase me out too soon'...and 'dont turn into a gangster ok?' ....and 'ahma has been worried sick'....and 'Go cut your hair short short!" .....awwwww...miss my grandma..she's damn sweet and damn cute...haha...had lunch with her in her bedroom..miss her cooking too! she put so much chilli padi i sweated like hell, but loved it all the same! haha...koped a few ice-cream boxes to store the veg...went back, put the stuff down and went to ML...


on the way there, laopeh msged me...kaox so fricking pissed lor...he and laobu have this fucking way of fucking twisting the truth and making it sound like i was in the wrong and seem that they are these ever-loving, eveer-forgiving people...


anyway laopeh was saying something like "son, i am very sad that you chose to rebel leave us. i pray that by God's grace you will realise that you have sinned and repent and come back. and by the way, hui lost her keys and needs a new pair. return yours"


KANINABU! for the record, i was fucking chased out by his wife! and she was spurred on by his pastor! so i didnt rebel and leave, i was OBEYING HER AND HER PASTOR, cos her version of God says that you chase your offspring out of the house if they want to be actors and if they want to show their ignorant siblings how fucked-up their parents are....and the last sentence so fricking obviously shows what a hypocrite he is....fucked up i tell you...so i told him just that


and his fucking reply was "i want you to complete JC, did you obey? you want to be an actor, we cant support a course that will lead to acting with a clear conscience!"


pissed me off even further..cos i originally wanted to go straight to poly and mass comm after getting my o lvl results...but laobu kept kp-ing that grandpa wanted me to go to uni...so i relented and went to JC...but before i made my decision, i made it very clear that i clearly remember telling laopeh that i will try my best in JC though i know that its not the path for me...but if i fail, he has to pay for my mass comm course..HE FUCKING AGREED THEN! now who is fucking going back on his fucking word? and him not paying for my course is not what is fucking pissing me off.


ok i have this POSB savings account...it contains all my angpao money from since young...all the gifts from grandpa, my uncles and aunties, my edusave scholarships and bursaries are all inside...adds up to about 8K...recently..i think it was last year, i put about 6K into fixed deposit so it could earn me more interest...the catch was that i had to be 21 to put cash into fixed deposit...so i had to transfer it to laobu's acct...at first i was rather hesitant cos legally the cash was hers...but she said stuff like "dont worry, im your mother! i wont run off with your money! just sign the papers." i was dumb...i believed her...now she is refusing to take the cash out...and even when the bond matures, shes not going to return it to me! FUCKING BITCH I TELL YOU! and not only that....the bankbook containing the rest of the money which is still under my name, shes not going to return it to me either...cheated of 8k...by my own fucking mother...come on ppl, tell me if i was wrong to call her a shit mother in her face?? that cash was meant for my education...now she squanders it away! fucking bitch...now im only left with 200+ in my UOB acct...fucked up...


ok deviation...so i just told laopeh to tell his pastor that he had finally gotten rid of the Evil one within his holy family and that i wasnt dragging my sis to hell anymore...i also told him to rest assured that grandpa in heaven would be very pleased that his daughter-in-law had stolen 8K, most of which was grandpa's money, from her son's college fund...wasnt it the holiest thing to do? (so in response to your tag jonaTAN, i dont really think conwomen are worth honouring, neither are their fucking henpecked husbands who have no balls to stand up for their own).... i also told him to let me know when he finally chases his daughters out onto the streets cos they have turned to the world by listening to modern music and watching drama serials on TV...
then i can take them in so they wont have to fend for themselves like i have to now....

he shut up then....


went to ml, took a new address list, went to oriental, got my pay, came back, made a set of keys for myself...bought 30 frozen pratas...haha...started to wash the veg...found a basin by the sink so i scrubbed it with soap and washed veg in it...xx came back later and told me that his flatmate washes his underwear in that basin....im like, "FUCK'!! anyway, there's this veg i bought, something like an elongated cabbage...it looked quite small at first so i bought it...but as i peeled off layer after layer, i found that i had quite a lot of it!! could fill two 1.5 litre ice cream tubs! thats plenty of veg! argh....screwed...gonna be a rabbit...tried cooking...started with soup..just dumped fishballs in...then the veg...and some button mushrooms for good measure...put in olive oil and rice wine and dark soy sauce and salt but still no flavour...and it looked rather inedible...xx salvaged it by adding sesame oil and more msg and more...tasted like sesame oil after that...but was definitely more palatable



after seeing me cook, xx didnt dare let me try anymore...he was very nice about it and said he would rather cook as he wanted me to try his cooking...so i got the hint and steeped back...his sesame chicken was a little overcooked and DAMN SALTY...his ommelette was quite oily too...and salty...haahaa...but he says he hadnt cooked for damn long...one could tell: THERE WERE WORMS IN THE RICE!!! we spent 10 mins picking them out before cooking the rice...i added too much water...it turned out more like porridge than rice...but after the moisture evaporated it was fine....we watched 'outbreak' on HBO while eating...its this movie about the US
army trying to contain an ebola epidemic...real gross when you see the wasting bodies of the victims...good movie...you should catch it sometime if you havent already...(the movie, not the virus)....anyway straight after dinner, xx had a tummy ache and went to shit...he said it was quite painful in the toilet...poor thing..must have been my soup (though he barely touched it)...he tried to sleep it off..but woke up wanting to shit again when his flatmates came back...i forced him to drink hot green tea i koped back from work...he felt much better then


think im gonna go meet the spastic 5 next week! haha...miss them already!



xx said that his flatmates would only be back on sunday...but they are back already...2 of the 3 at least....they seem nice enough...toot but nice...lol...hope they can stand me..




dont know what the landlord will say though... =/


ok this entry is frigging long so im stopping here..




as we sat on that bench
you slithered out of my embrace
took my hand when i fidgeted
put it next to yours
both palms up
our love lines matched
but you let go
looked away
got up
walked away
defying fate
breaking my heart
to dust

leaving skool cheakie at 12:12 AM [comment]

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