Sunday, January 01, 2006

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL! whoopeedoopeedooo!! i may sound happy but im so totally not.. =/

started the day by going to return the books which i borrowed using this ezlink i found at sentosa...laopeh made me do it...was damn stupid to have left the books lying around...borrowed those books like half a year ago lah! 3 books the fine chalked up to 25 buckseach...and the cardowner doesnt use thelibrary apparantly...the fines were unpaid...felt damn dumb paying the fines....damn damn dumb....argh...


then went to bugis to get that treat chia has been oweing me for so long...then went around searching for christmas presents for my 2 sisters...got damn pekchek searching for a suitable belt for enhui....then someone punches me on the arm...turn to see char and mich...wow they sure look good...still felt kinda awkward around her so just waved and carried on...then she msged to ask if i was pissed with mich cos mich has been owing me a sushi treat but had been grounded for too long that she never had the time to treat me...and yet mich was shopping with her...ya but nvm...didnt really care about that...seeing Her made me realise how long i havent seen her...she is even more pretty now...


just released this whole load of memories on me..plenty of regrets..that tugging at my heart, albeit faint, was still there...i dont know...msged her a lil after that...should have asked her to go countdown with me...she did so want to see the fireworks (*which were cancelled in respect of the tsunami victims) last year...this year they were spectacular...though i saw them with the spastic 4 and james and joleen, and not her....think they might not have known it, but i was trying to keep my emotions in check...guess i did a good job...heh


its her birthday on monday...just in case i cant go online, Happy birthday in advance char!!! dont know if you will read this..but im wishing you all the same....happy birthday to kent and jinhong too!!



while we were in town, we encountered every singaporean's fears on such public holidays: bangalas...so we coined a term to refer to them rather inconspicuously: GuGus...haha...soon we were saying stuff like "GuGus to your right!" , "oooh there's a handsome GuGu!", "WATCH OUT FOR THE GUGUS!", "oh there goes a GuGu family!" ...horny lot GuGus...thank God they didnt do anything to our girls...not like our girls have figures anyway...lol..sorry if i seemed racist...please dont sue me...i havent inspired hatred....have i?


so just hung around after that...lost james and jiawen for awhile....then they came with food...waited for damn long for cabs...couldnt get any so decided to take NR to yishun before cabbing to jiawen's place and then now im staying over at james's place...saw a lot of flashing lights on the way...passed this car that had completely flipped and was resting on its roof on the grass divider....hope no one died...these drunk drivers are crazy man....


think im so gonna fall asleep in church later....try my best not to though, God help me.....



still thinking of what happened a year ago at this time....holding her through the night...probably the only time i felt genuinely fufilled and whole after being incomplete for so long.......


now im just


incomplete



again...


=/


Life Goes On by Leann Rimes


You sucked me in and played my mind
Just like a toy
You would crank and wind
Baby, I would give you all you want
You left me lying in a pool of doubt
Your still thinking your the daddy mack
Ya shouldn't known better
Butchya didn't
And I can't go back

Ooohhhh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact
Once you get on board
Say Good-bye
Cuz you can't go back
Ooohhhh it's a fight
And I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at
It's my fight before you
Got this feeling
That I can't go back

Wish I knew then what I know now
You held all the cards
And sold me out
Baby, shame on you if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Shoulda known better
But I didn't
And I can't go back

Ooohhhh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact
Once you get on board
Say good-bye
Cuz you can't go back
Ooohhhh it's a fight
And I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at
It's my fight before you
Got this feeling
That I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

ooooooohhhhhh oooh yea

Got a feeling that I can't go back

Life... Goes... Oooonn..

Oooo yea,
Life... Goes... Ooooonnnn...

Shame on you if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
I shoulda known better
But I didn't
And I can't go back

Ooohhhh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact
Once you get on board
Say good-bye
Cuz you can't go back
Ooohhhh it's a fight
And I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at
It's my fight before you
Got this feeling
That I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

ooooooohhhhhh oooh yea

Got a feeling that I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

ooooooohhhhhh oooh yea

Got a feeling that I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

ooooooohhhhhh oooh yea

Got a feeling that I can't go back

Nananana life goes on
Nananana made me strong

ooooooohhhhhh oooh yea

Got a feeling that I can't go back



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