Friday, March 31, 2006

UNWELL Artist: Matchbox 20 Written By R. Thomas

ALL DAY
STARING AT THE CEILING
MAKING FRIENDS WITH SHADOWS ON MY WALL
ALL NIGHT
I'M HEARING VOICES TELLING ME
THAT I SHOULD GET SOME SLEEP
BECAUSE TOMORROW MIGHT BE GOOD
FOR SOMETHING

HOLD ON
I'M FEELING LIKE I'M HEADED FOR A BREAKDOWN
I DON'T KNOW WHY


I'M NOT CRAZY
I'M JUST A LITTLE UNWELL
I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T TELL
BUT STAY AWHILE AND MAYBE THEN YOU'LL SEE
A DIFFERENT SIDE OF ME
I'M NOT CRAZY
I'M JUST A LITTLE IMPAIRED
I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU DON'T CARE
BUT SOON ENOUGH YOU'RE GONNA THINK OF ME
AND HOW I USED TO BE

SEE ME
TALKING TO MYSELF IN PUBLIC
AND DODGING GLANCES ON THE TRAIN
I KNOW
I KNOW THEY'VE ALL BEEN TALKING 'BOUT ME
I CAN HEAR THEM WHISPER
AND IT MAKES ME THINK THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG
WITH ME

OUT OF ALL THE HOURS THINKING
SOMEHOW
I'VE LOST MY MIND

(CHORUS)

TALKING IN MY SLEEP
PRETTY SOON THEY'LL COME TO GET ME
THEY'LL BE TAKING ME AWAY









got a sling bag finally from stadium..le coq again...and a paul frank tee....somethings still missing....feeling like a jerk....

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Sunday, March 26, 2006

friday went to sentosa with s75... there was no fricking sun when i got there, i didnt get any darker...im so disappointed can....plenty of new romances in the class...haha...rather happening for a class with only 8 girls....went drinking with them after dinner....was pouring the frozen lime margherita out of the jug when a whole clump came out...damn fuck...all over the table...after that went drinking with nette and roy at wala...actually only nette and i drank at wala cos roy looked too young...damn sad...he was fricking pissed....heh i broke a glass...feel so bad..after that brought some drinks to the housing estate to continue....roy was still feeling rather cranky...hmmm....


yesterday woke up to the realisation that i hadnt paid my school fees, or enrolled, or even bought my laptop....put wentong's airplane (we were supposed to go check out the laptops) to go pay my school fees at the bank...was closed when i reached...and it was the last day...came back and tried to pay with my debit...realised had to run to the atm to get my password...thank God third aunt had internet banking and her PIN on hand...then enrolled as well...then went down to school to get the laptop....only had to pay 50 bucks deposit first....didnt even bother to look much at it...was mandatory to get one anyway and since i had heard that a laptop wasnt of much use since the school had all the facilities required....hmm.....got the lightest one...incidentally the cheapest...heh...signed up for the freshmen camp...there was a hot chick at the signup table...she TALKED TO ME FIRST!! lol...(ok fine i know its part of her job to get ppl to sign up)...she knows glamis...haha...happy...i love hot chicks ;D on my way out of school recieved a phone call from the school...THEY HADNT RECIEVED MY ENROLLMENT APPLICATION! started to panic...but i told them i had just enrolled in the morning...so they said it could be because of that...phew....but im not taking any chances anymore...i was helped twice by God...he is bound to want to teach me a lesson about my procrastination soon....



was damn late for work cos the bus 75 went in circles....damn shit....signed off early cos nette wanted to chill...fricking bus uncle didnt come....we sat there waiting like a coupla fools....should have taken cab and forced the uncle to pay...in the end took the 01 30 transport and went straight home...


woke up to third aunt hollering at us to wake up followed by the aircon man coming into the room...dammit was too late to go for church...so didnt go...was too lazy to get out of the house so didnt visit ahma either....later dont know if im gonna keep my dinner date either...hmmm...lazy

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

by thursday night i still didnt have my enrolment letter...was fucking worried...went for a drink with nette...everytime we drink, i get to know more worrying stuff ...this time it was worse cos it involved someone i know too...hmmm...laopeh msged...the fucking letter was sent there like a few days ago...damn fuck...i was working the next day so decided to go get it after work....


damn fuck...thursday started work at 7am...some seminar....wakao i tell you, mediaedge people are fricking weird...for starters, when they eat oreos, they only eat the cookies...guess what they do with the cream? they put it on the saucer and press the coffee cup down on it....and they fucking messed up the tables...post-its everywhere, scraps of food....scraps of paper, coffeecups, thick folders wide open...candy packs....AAAARGHH...and i fricking tidied up the whole place, came back 2 hrss later and it was in a worse state....and they came out for their coffee breaks bit by bit...so irritating can....and even after their dinner, when we had finished packing up for the day, they came back...AT 11Pm!!!! and told us to turn on the fricking air con...THEY WERE CONTINUING! what the fuck man....didnt care...went off...then fricking realised that i still had to take my letter.....called laopeh to tell him not to sleep so soon...he told me that laobu had taken it over to my house for me....the moment it hit me that my future was in my laobu's hands, i started worrying...she has no record of having any integrity or respect for others...she was so opposed to everything i did, she wouldnt even blink if she were to destroy my enrolment package just to spite me...on the way back met nette again for chocolate icecream...heh...my cough has now taken a turn for the worse....when i reached home at 1.30am, jeremy gave me a letter...from NANYANG, not ngee ann...was some useless shit...damn fuck...searched all over for any sign of the letter...none...when grandma woke up, she said she recieved nothing of that sort..when third aunt woke up, she said she saw nothing either....was fricking flustered by then..i thought my worst worries were confirmed....couldnt sleep till damn late...had to mail the reply that day....



grandma woke me up...told me that my sis had left the letter upstairs...damn heng...couldnt read much of it before i left for work....so decided to hand-deliver it today...went to istana...state dinner for the queen...scrubbed the ice boxes like fuck to remove all the grime....half the service staff were full-timers, big-shots from all over the hotel...wah....they wanted many good staff for the function, but wanted to cut costs, hence they forced so many full-timers to come back....shuko was the in-charge for the night...the manger of melt cafe served the queen...it was a one-to-four service: not one person serving four tables, one person serving 4 PERSONS...that was how VIP it was....shuko put me at the bar...he told jamal at the briefing that i was very capable...was fricking stunned...didnt know he had such a good impression of me...a rather wrong impression though...if May was there she would probably laugh her ass off...was damn free at istana...2 bars, 3 people handling it, 93 ppl eating....then recieved a series of msgs from lili and my sis telling me that ahma was in hospital....with some allergy problems...rather worried....thank God lili said it wasnt too serious....phew...still prayed for her anyway...was supposed to go see her this morning after delievering the letter....but woke up at 3pm cos the lack of sleep from the past few days had worn me out...so am going to deliever it on monday....dangerous procrastination...going to see ahma tml morning...


went to church just now... deb fung came to sing..no sermon...felt kinda wasted....but nvm....yup...3rd aunt is paying poly fees by cheque...cant use cpf...pray everything goes well....many prayers have been answered miraculously....i have someone great watching over me....i believe this prayer wont be any different...

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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

havent recieved any letter from ngee ann...getting fucking worried here


i am STILL sick


im so sick that i fell into one of jiawen's traps to make me do spastic things, just so there is someone else doing dumb things with her



but it was quite true...some dumb personality quiz...


its about drawing a pig, tells your personality from there



check out the pig i drew --> http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/gallery/large.asp?id=980437&p=0&hof=1&q=personality+test



these are my results:


Toward the top of the paper, you are positive and optimistic.
Toward the middle, you are a realist.
Toward the bottom, you are pessimistic, and have a tendency to behave negatively.


Facing left, you believe in tradition, are friendly, and remember dates (birthdays, etc.)
Facing right, you are innovative and active, but don't have a strong sense of family, nor do you remember dates
Facing front, you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.

With many details, you are analytical, cautious, and distrustful.
With few details, you are emotional and naive, they care little for details and are a risk-taker.

With less than 4 legs, they are insecure or are living through a period of major change.
With 4 legs showing, they are secure, stubborn, and stick to their ideals.

The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are.
The bigger the better.
You drew medium sized ears, you are a good listener





here's the best part:

The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life.And again more is better! You drew large tail, WOW!

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Monday, March 13, 2006

WHAT HAPPENED TO MY WEEKEND??? argh....as usual spent it working of course....my life is so boring right now...fuck


lent my psp to benson on saturday night after work...he was exhilarated after scoring a goal in fifa...wtf...damn dumb....


yesterday went to church then went to visit ahma! damn fuck when i reached the doorstep, i heard the piano from outside...ahma couldnt possibly play the piano...so i called and my sister picked up...fucking shit my family had gone for the earlier service and came back early...meaning my parents were at home...sis opened the door...i refused to go in so i waited outside the door to speak to ahma...she had cooked curry...fuck my favorite! couldnt resist the curry but didnt want to see my parents...so in the end sat at the doorway eating my curry rice...fucking dumb..

then went to IT fair with nette and roy...paid for nette's ipod nano first....never seen nette so delighted before...haha...roy bought a harddisk....i bought memory stick...1 gig only $105! minus 5% and with a free memorystick reader! wahaha....damn worth it....im happy! but currently $538 poorer thanks to the nano as well...fuck


after that went for drinks at walawala with the 2 of them....happened to meet jeremy and daryl (or darren, not too sure) there...they were with this girl, dorcas i think...ya...cons and ching came later...first time i actually talked to ching despite working with her for over 2 months in oriental...we squabbled over the peanuts...both of us wanted the green peas...so dumb...everyone said i was drunk but i beg to differ...i do brainless stuff even though im 100% sober so you cant deduce that i am drunk just cos im doing stupid things....fuck...nette and roy went to chat and left me alone with them in the beginnning, before i had gotten warmed up with them...fucking bitches....so much for gratitude....


reached home at 1am...stoned till 3am....andy called...fucking asshole lost my psp cover...but he offered to pay for it, making him less of an asshole...haha...knocked out after 4am...



hope my darling psp doesnt get scratched even more... =/

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Thursday, March 09, 2006

yesterday bought adidas sweater after work...third aunt is pissed...she thinks i splurged...fuckit....today went to collect the phone....thank God its fricking working again....they didnt extend my warranty...dammit



living is one hell of a chore, its also a hell of a bore


let me summarise my life,
wake up >eat >shit >go to work >think about her >sleep >repeat



life is in monotone, vision is in monochrome




somebody help me SNAP OUT OF IT!













fuck it...useless

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Monday, March 06, 2006

im still sick...dammit....


did i mention that i have no bookings for this week? im jobless...someone put me on dole please



went to repair ubai's phone today....went to the sony ericsson service centre at toh guan...when i reached there stood at the door pressing the queue number machine for 5 mins.....it was jammed...walao even the queue number printer at the sony ericsson service centre is spoilt.....what can you expect from their phones?? -.-



then rushed to go get pay



then came back...so no life



im working tml...pris suddenly called me to tell me to work...marvellous...




feeling real lonely now... =/
need to meet someone soon...

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Sunday, March 05, 2006

1st time on a cruise.....i have never gorged myself so much before i tell you


nothing much to do on board...so just eat lor....


my family are real hardcore gamblers...esp uncle (2nd aunt's hubby)...HARDCORE....walao...they won alot...even my cousin....uncle at his peak had more than 10K under his belt....cousin won about 2k...even jeremy won...i was the biggest loser...lol...lost 50 bucks playing dice....funny...all because i went against my 6th sense....dammit...



got no bookings for work next week...damn fuck...im jobless


and im still bloody coughing




fuck

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Friday, March 03, 2006

I GOT INTO NP MASS COMM THROUGH JAE!!!! WHOOOPEEEEDOOOO!

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

shite...didnt know people actually read my blog...sorry what i blogged was in a super shagged state of mind...wasnt thinking straight..have already deleted the offending bits so yup...my blog is clean again... lazy to add in another chunk so just leave it hanging....haha


super shagged today...came home at 1.30 this morning, slept at about 3am cos daph was moody.... and left the house at 5.45am... =/



forgot my hp....and didnt memorise my new house number...so i didnt contact grandma at all today....they say she was so worried...awww im so sorry grandma!


worked like fuck....then continued to help krishnan with the bar cos alot of stock suddenly came in....walao i tell you, the mini bottles of martell and chivas are FRICKING CUTE!! haha....


my cough still aint better...need to go sleep before cruise tml...yup...

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