Thursday, January 27, 2005

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'Someone's swept your heart away
From the look upon your face, I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout theplans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go



CHORUS:Tell me how am I suppose to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to break down
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you
When I build my world around
The hope that one day we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price
I'mgonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take



CHORUS:
(bridge)And I don't wanna face the price
I'mgonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true


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Saturday, January 22, 2005

now at ngee ann open hse....got free com usage so use lor....lol.....hmmmmmmmm......wot shud i sae.....ermmm....char and mi no more liao....she decided to go bak to dix.....haix....i'm left out in the cold again....its was quite bad for the past few daes....couldnt look at any girl without thinking abt her and seeing any couple together juz made it worse...oh well.....mel ish kinda pissed with dix...she said the last ting she wants ish dix and char getting back together again...poor gal...looks like she will have to continue with our bet after all....lol

sch is ok lor....starting lectures and tutorials le lor.....have just gotten to know my new class....quite a bunch of interesting ppl la......but didnt exactly mix ard as much as i wud have done if wot was said in the 1st para didnt happen...yaa.....haix.....aledy ordered the stickman tee for char....so muz see her again 2 give it to her....dono wot 2 do....

2dae went to plae pool with edwin....kanina tio cheated....they put the paper saeing still got free plae but dey sae its only for VIP members nw...kaox....paid 7 bucks....boohoo....den after that went to clementi mrt to go extend mi ezlink....smrt still trying 2 con mi....bloody hell....met jiaming at busstop and koksiang saw us talking....he was meeting ali.....so chiau!!! lol.....dey all gg ngee ann open hse so mi tag along lo...so here i am using internet....lol...jiaming was queueing for freee popcorn....met hwan and yq...lol....and met weiwen and jiahong and meihong....lol.....we are all cheapskates...grabbed 2 goodies bags....got hello panda...so happy...lol


dammit didnt bring my poems out 2dae....wrote quite a few from my pms daes....yaaa....dammmit all of them disappear liao....gtg....bubbye....kaox dey pangseh mi........!!!!!

btw i bought my shoes le...nike air force ltd edtion.....nw im broke....still gotta share with kent my levis....i would save 25 and he would save 60.....nt bad la....but no money pay so he pay 1st......haha....dawn flew off 2dae...happy hopping with da kangaroos!!!!


kk realie gotta go find dem.......help im lost...........


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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

blogging at sch lib...wakao...sian half....damn shagged 2dae la...struggling to stay awake in lectures....even my fav sub ECONS!!! lol......

past few daes hab been mre of starting to get down to studying....yaaa....so got nth much 2 update....last dae of orientation was wild.....i mean WILD......got lyk a outdoor disco...mi was too busy pouring water over everyone to dance...lol......was the mascot for mi hse.......unwittingly....dammit....became a caterpillar for a day......kept the costume on so wont get wet....lol.....wont elaborate...lost alot of face le.......oh but michelle went on stage to groove.....cant i sae i can do any better but.......it wasnt quite professional....lol.....


have made quite alot of new frens here......quite a fun bunch la....but somehow mi juz not very comfortable mixing ard.........omg im turning into a hermit!!!!



went to find her ytd.....at first turned down an outing to orchard to attempt to enter bball trials....but gave up cuz playing cant make it...sigh...den was msging her....she said she was hanging ard alone outside so go find her lo....nth 2 do aniwae.....


oops mi hp ish vibrating....gonna meet her lata...update again soon...tatas.....


oh btw...TERRENCE SANTHI ISH PREGNANT!!!!!!!! O.o


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Monday, January 03, 2005

1st dae of sch 2dae............

KAOX.....woke up at 3am....mi slpt at 1 am btw..........cudnt sleep due to some....stuff on my mind as seen from my previous post....yaaa....read mel's msg wishing mi gd luck for mi first dae at SA...replied....she cudnt slp too...toked to her on the fone (her invitation =X)....told her quite alot of stuff..the lazy pig has finally decided to get off her bum and actually work....lol...shes works at far east so if u wan discounts, shop at far east.........lol........tok until mi din realise its raining....den nv close window lor....parents woke up and caught mi toking to mel....fuckcare dem lo....den after tt hang up le go bathe, cook, eat, stuff contacts into eyes and go to sch.....went to meet kent 1st....viknesh, lewis and joanna were there too....lol....i was late...cuz the bus was late.....but who cares........

reached there, went into my OG and stuff.......den orientation shit lor...the usual...whacko...mi kena starting whacker...walked ard like a retard bonking ppl on the head....was damn sian diao cuz no mood......cuz of the sleep i lost and the stuff on my mind....gd thing my OG leader got pekchek and took over mi....hah\\
hmmmmmmmmm....SA is great...ALOT of chiobu....omg i nvr seen so many chiobus congregated in such a small area before...lol........talked to a few of them...but nvr ask for number....no mood at all................


dammit realised that arts dont haf the subject combi that i want.....wtf.......so mi appealing to science faculty...hope can make it based on my results....but mi wana haf fun first....aiyah...nbm...fucked up.......trying to get the combi with econs, C math, lit and physics........wana keep my options open....yaaaaaa....i noe 4 subjects is tough...but i wana try my hand at it....i believe i shud be able to handle it ba....the most drop lor...lol......handing in my appeal form tml....hope all goes well......


after sch went to meet char at css....she got beaten up quite badly juz now....bdae bash....plus the beating her fwens owe her from last yr.....poor thing...she waited at the bus stop for mi....then walked her home lor...didnt approach 'the subject' at all throughout the walk home....juz talked abt trivial stuff...saw some real cute kittens with a real mean mama cat...bloody hell...stayed away...don wan my only set of uniform to be ripped.......when reach her void deck mi passed her her 1st presie: a pair of drumsticks...she told me on new yrs eve that she and her sis were into drums....so i got them for her....gonna get her more stuff.....the look on her face after i gave her the sticks was incomprehensible as i was abt to leave...like she was expecting sth more.......i dono....juz turned and went b4 my feelings got the better of mi...dont want her feeling uncomfortable...lata she told mi her dad saw us together.......omg........lol


after tt go hp hse, where i am at nw, to collect the sch shirts he passing to mi....took to wrong stop....stopped at mel's hse....too used to getting off there le ba.....haha....den wallked there and got lost....found it aniwae.....lol.....after tis gg wai por hse collect christmas angpao.........den go back ba.........


tml go sch muz ask number le.....lol......interact ya noe??


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Sunday, January 02, 2005

sch starts tml.....got my pants from ah bo.....but horping was uncontactable until juz now.....so i only have 2 shirts to begin with...........sigh.....may haf to go to sch halfnaked.....wonder what it will be lik...tml morning meeting kent then we go together....gay trip...lol....




alot has happened over the past few daes......hmmmm....char broke off with dixon (he's a bastard....he's bloody attached juz a few daes after breakup........)...ya then mi brought her out twice to happyhappy abit lor....like to movies...then some stuff happened......so now im kinda confused...........haix.....we went out on nw yr's eve too....go cineleisure countdown....den me sneaked her into Meet The Fockers.....its NC-16 and she only turns 14 todae (happy bdae sweetheart)...mi bought mi first alcohol too...now only haben buy cigarettes yet....haha....saw rach...and hwanliang, yongquan, soh hoon and alicia.....yaaa.....think all of them saw the 'stuff' i mentioned earlier.....after the movie we went to eat yoshi and went back upstairs to sleep....was afraid that i would drool on her in my slp so forced my eyes to stay open....my contacts kept coming out....after that took train back......



haix....quit the surveys cuz sch is starting.....but i dont have the mood to go back.....so confused and stuff.............haix


she gave her reasons




i understand her point of view





but now that this has happened






the emotional attachment is here to stay..................









miss her







oh well.........sch starts tml...go hme slp........cheak out.....


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