Saturday, August 28, 2004

how many times hab we sung along 2 songs wibout actually taking note of e lyrics???sum are damn meaningful...nez time when ur holding an album, try juz reading the lyrics out as if they were a passage...u will get a different feeling altogether....take tis song (which means alot 2 mi) 4 example....

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Chorus:
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried
We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you
Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Chorus

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Chorus



ya...sumhow everytime mi listen 2 tis song, mi feel lyk crying....bt mi eyes seem 2 b permanantly dry...cnt cry...eben ib i wan 2...my heart too hardened???? or mebe i've juz been hurt too many times b4.... >,<

oh ya...toking abt ppl leaving, liz ish leaving in october....regret nt getting 2 noe her btr...ya....we will miss her dimples n smiles...hehe...take cre lizzie!!!!!God bless ya!!! (n_n)

eng o's orals over...yippeyay....bt prelims in 2 wks...siong....oh well...wad 2 do???chiong loh....haix....class chalet dates shifted le....to mi bdae!!!! (in case u all din noe, its 23 NOVEMBER!!!!pressies!!!! ;p) cuz prom ish on 30th....MI MUZ CHIONG 4 MI FREE PROM TIX!!!!lols....no $$$ le....muz get 14 pts....haha....nt impossible....bt barely possible...lol...ya...eberyone out tere...gAmBaTe 4 ur exams!!!

oh no....starting 2 worry abt being raped at e chalet..... :-1 erm.....help??? lol...


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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

zZz...hab taken 2 using e library 4 mi internet access le....... -,- hope mi dn do tis too often..ib nt wun hab enuf time 2 study le......e fuking spacebar ish kinda spoilt sho typing damn slow.....nw e rest are in class taping sum kind of teachers dae dedication shit 4 ah yong.....wtf...hu gibs a fuk abt yong manz...... -______-'' sho mi cum here hide...twisted mi leg while walking down e stairs....happens all e time 2 losers lyk mi....saw sq...hahas...sho paiseh...see mi when mi nearly trip dwn e stairs....2dae last pe lesson...sho we all walked faster than usual on our 2 rnds ard e sch.....hahas....den 2dae last physics prac...sho we kapok a few mre apparatus...haha...sum kkind of lame weights...mi 2dae koop spring nia....see????sho guai......last time koop glass block still wib mi...wahaha....lame shit......quek scared we steal stopwatch sho she collect 1st....damn.......hahas.....apart from e retort stand, its abt e only ting i haben stolen yet...... =PpP nbm!!!teres still jc labs...lols...ib i cn eber make it tere... =/

oh ya....junzhong...mi hab changed 'JZ' to 'Jz' le...o,O


hmmmmmmmmmx...mebe mi shud go get mi face into yongs dedication after all...he haben write mi graduation testimonial yet......hMmMMmmx....kkaes...gtg den....hahas...... =PpP





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Monday, August 23, 2004

zZZzzz......ya...reallie gt nth much 2 write abt nowadays...damn sianx lohs....hab settled in 2 e dead rhythm of doing hw....studying, stoning....no life at all lohs....dono y...bt seem 2 b distancing fr ebery1...lyk entering in2 seclusion of studies...wtf -,- haix....nowadays damn stressed la....sumtimes feel lyk knocking mi head on e fuking wall 2 clear it....its showing on mi face...old pimples fading but new ones cuming out....dono y sum teachers juz cnt leave mi alone 2 study...im doing ur fucking hw...im paying attn in ur class...wad e fuck u wan fr mi???ur paid 2 teach.....let mi live my own fucking life.....!!!! haix....at least things at hme nt sho bad....as long as mi dn tok, nth will blow up....sho mi shuddup lo...hehx....damn shagged lately....hab 2 admit tt mi hab been falling aslp wibout bathing or washing mi face or brushing mi teeth recently....hehehehe...becuming e most unhygenic pig arnd man....oh....alot of ppl still owe mi testis.............lols...

bt teres still sth missing......sth tt cn bring mi bak 2 life....searching 4 it desperately.....

searching....................................................................................

=/

still cnt find it.....


sumbody


help mi......


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Monday, August 09, 2004

ELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! hehx...mi dam long no update le...nw at rach hse...again..nicky finally got off e com...hmmmmmmmm...lots hab happened since i last updated...since fri i hab been practically slacking all e way...cnt blame mi i guess..hehx...been studying lyk shit 4 e whole freaking week at e library....hmmmmmmmx...yupx nobody has wanted 2 go out wib mi recently...all aledy fully booked..haix guess i'm juz too slow...

.thursdae...went 2 get roy's pressie...we are practical ppl...sho we got him wad he REALLIE nided...hehx...a wallet, wib a pad in e note pocket...den i went 2 buy hijm wad he REALLIE NIDED...lubricant!!!wahahaha...bought it at jp guardian in sch uniform...gt some dirty looks...bt it was fun..hehx...

fridae...hmmmmmmmmx..went 2 go eat pizza hut after sch..lyk half e class pon lohs...hmmmm...we went tere 2 celebrate roys bdae...abt half of those tt did go sch went..hahas..roy shud feel loved!!he sure loved his presie...wahahaha...dammit...fuking broke le...still gotta get sinyee's presie....was desperate 2 go out e nez dae lo...spent e whole nite msging ppl asking dem out...almost ebery living person i asked din wana go out wib mi...sho mi kinda made up mi mind 2 go see sum1 hu cant run away...my ahgong...in e cemetry..long time no go c him le...mi family went a few times wibout mi...sho ya...miss ahgong...after i made up mi mind marilyn msg mi ask mi wana go town wib bra..sho i agree lo...haha

saturdae....gt chem prac....den after tt go mac, land mi ass tere wib nette n roy, did a few qns...den went 2 c ahgong...haha...bought some cheapo flowers...e carpet grass has grown..quite nice nw la...sat tere awhile...felt lyk i was right beside grandpa...dn wana sae whether i cried anot :OX reallie miss him...all tese yrs he pampered mi n took gd care of mi...muz live up 2 his expectations n go 2 a gd uni...ya....tried pulling weeds..fuking things refused 2 cum out...dug wib a pencil till it broke...gave up, went bak 2 change, eat n go meet bra n marilyn...walked ard ps, stoning...dn go find marilyns stuff n mit marilyns frens 4 dinner...nth much happen la...quite sian...den go hme lo...charmaine told mi e nez dae was althea bdae...dammit y do ppl hab their bdaes when im godamn broke????haix..oh well...stay up till 12 to send happie bdae msg....

sundae...after church go find kong n gang...go plae pool...bt was msging at e same time...sho din plae beri well..potted all my balls den eat water when gg 4 e black...wtf...all technical losses...bt nbm...dey wanted 2 go catch e fireworks...bt since it was wib e youths i was kinda reluctant 2 go..nette msg mi ask mi wana go walk walk at nite anotx...was feeling guilty 4 slacking at tt time...sho decided 2 go hme, do sme work den go find nette...sho tts wad i did...ya nth much either...

2dae...did abit of hw bt was too distracted by e tv...c y i dn lyk studying at hme???ya den nth 2 do..rach called...asked mi over...sho here i am lo...haha...

den tml shud b gg watch movie wib SH bahx...c hw tings go....yups

ALL WHO OWE MI FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIALS PLS WRITE 4 MI HOR!!!!!!!!!


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