Friday, July 23, 2004

oh ho!!!add a flooble le...thx 2 rach...yay....ehx she sae my otr piece of writing sux...sho i shall nt put it up...cuz i tink it sux too!!!wahahaha...mi gg abit crazy le...erm...mebe i let ppl read....test out my comment box...hehx...feel free 2 complain abt it...hehx...

When you ignore me

dont want to think about you
try my best to push the thoughts of you to the back of my mind
the harder i try to push them away
the harder they spring back into my forethoughts
they hit me right in the face
the harder i try to forget you
the more painful it is
seeing you everyday
but not being able to go over and give you a hug
it hurts
hurts real bad
when you ignore me

TT.TT


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hmmmx...2dae nth much happen...passed xh her naruto...roy's naruto i mean...hehx...e tiko followed mi 2 catch a glimpse of her...as well as fred n da...bet she gt kinda scared...4 guys walking towards her...  :OX  zZz.....i hate vectors...a or emath..sux......juz nw after lunch wib sunit (as i deduced, he overheard some teachers complaining 2 each otr abt moi)(lyk wth??i'm such a guai kid) go library try 2 do......walao kns...dono hw 2 do...do halfway sit tere stone...   -,-   den call rach cuz she nv go sch..felt lyk using com sho went over 2 her hse...hehx sho nw using...

YAY mi finally gt hyori mp3!!!wahahaha.......hyori rox...i luv her...  *mUaCkS*  lol...guess e bimboticness from my class ish rubbing off on mi ehs???hmmmmmmmm...here trying 2 improve my blog 4 my kind readers...   ;-)  kekekex....nez time den type my poem...my otr lame 1...

bubbye..


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Wednesday, July 21, 2004

feeling damn guilty....nw at yechang hse...juz played bball wib hp, wxy, yoke foh n him....haben reallie studied 4 tmls amath common test yet...juz nw went library....hoping 2 get sum work done..den borrow ping's tys...do a few qns lyk all no prob lydat lehs...sho din do le..den fool ard taking gay pics wib yf n wxy's hps...haha...den sian diao go plae bball..kaox...i hate miself..alwaes try 2 act pro snatch ball...den right thumb nail tio zham until internal bleeding...shit...haix...tml hw 2 do test??    >,<   mi nw plae better wibout specs...sho shall plae blind during e sch bball comp...haha...all forced 2 plae....sian diao...  =/

haix...effing broke...nw my worldly possesions only left 14 bucks...haix...tml gg meet sunit after sch...dono wad he wans...he sae its a coffee session, nth serious...bt i suspect i'm in deep shit again...haix..oh well...wad 2 do???no1 watch spidey wib mi le...zq pangsehed mi (u gd!) den sq oso dn wan watch...+ e irritating fact tt i'm flat out broke..cn only tap ezlink at cineleisure...heh...

oh well..gotta go hme chiong amath...ib nt reallie die le...oh...n now i will type out e lame poem i promised..its kinda shitty...

*aHeM AhEm*  *cOuGh*

 
When I saw you out there all alone
cold, hungry, weary and worn
FOrsaken by friends and family, without a home
I took you in as my friend, held you close, kept you warm

Your sorrows, to me, you poured out
I passed you tissues as you wept
And when the tissues had all run out
My shoulder, with your tears, you wet

Then one day
when the tears had long since dried
I came to you for counsel, but you pushed me away
And told me never to come back to your side

You took me for a crutch
Kept me by your side only for my support
But when you recovered, you threw me aside as such
And walked off on your own 

I had supported you day by day
Shared your burden without complaint
Yet now you throw me in a corner and move away
Have i passed my 'use by' date?

 

hehx its kinda lame..teres 1 mre tt ish eben worse.......dn eben rhyme at all...wrote it during one of my regular pms sessions...hehx...lazy type 4 nw...gotta study...bubbyes...huever ish out tere....

 
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Saturday, July 17, 2004

juz came bak fr ikea.......wow tt waS fast...lol....hmmmmmm.....nw fred n roy fixing up e table, edwin stoneing in e rm.....mi woodwork sux, IT sux...sho use com.....wahaha....hmmmmm...oh ya.....wana complain abt e past few daes lohx.....hmmmmmm.....on tuesdae physics... quek lay hong gib sum fuking radioactivity ws...tell us do..i sian sian.....take out history notes study...den she cum over sho i take out radioactivity notes study....den she sae 'Hong ian...y don u start doing ur ws'....i juz mumbled sth den she stand tere stare awhile den move off(RETARD)...she cum back n stare at mi, i still stoning tere....e whole class wasnt doing it lo....dey all arguing abt sum LDR qn.....sho i slowly pick up my notes n start reading again. 'Hong ian, if this goes on, i will hab no choice but 2 ask u 2 drop physics!', goes e retard...wtf....i look up den i ask her wad i hab done wrong...she juz stare at mi den sae i do nth wrong...den i ask her y she scolding mi...den she lyk dono hw 2 answer lydat (did i mention she's a RETARD?)....den she sae 'u obviously hab no regard 4 ur teacher...i sae i dono hw 2 do sho i reading my notes, is tt wrong???den she sae she go complain 2 yong....WTF MAN???!!!!!!si ai bin....kanina...i neber do anyth wrong lohs...if u cant tell mi wad i am doing wrong, den y u fuking arrow mi???dots..guess tts e way retards are....  =/
 
den 2 daes lata...chem prac...i doing 2 QA halfway yong call mi out kp mi....sae wad my shirt alwaes tuck out...pls lohs....sho i juz raise my hands show him hw fuking ez it is 2 cum out....den he gt nth 2 sae, tell mi buy new shirt.....i sae save $$$....den he wana call my mama...sae dono wad my attitude change..ask mi wads my prob...stress??...lyk wth???i hab alwaes been lydat lo.....BASTARD...den he sae teacher complain abt mi..quek lay hong slow in tinking but damn fast in complaining.....  -,-   i sae i neber do anyth wrong, he wana call my mama call la....used 2 it...i fuk care eberyting le....my main duty is 2 study....y cum find trouble wib mi when i doing wad i supposed 2 do?????fuker leh he.....sae wana gib mi bad testimonial...looks lyk my letter abt INTEGRITY 2 him will be delievered sooner....wahahaha...den he kpkb abit longer den i go bak 2 mi work....loser...
 
haha.....phew its all out.....sowee 2 bore ebery1....  =PpP  din bring my effing poem......sho cant add it.....paisehx....wonder hu ish reading tis.....no1 i guess...  o,o
 
 


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nw at roy's hse....juz dragged his fuking com all e way back fr sim lim...damn heavy......lata still nid go ikea help him carry table bak......walao...haha........mi too gd a fren le......watched 'mean girls' ytd.....damn slutty show....nt exactly worth 7.50..bt hu cares...haha.....den walked aimlessly ard town...stalking a grp of gals....haha....cant blame anione....me was univited guest after all......hehx......hmmmmm...lata mebbe go meet mi daughter....hab 2 escape parents church members hu shud b at mi hse nw....haha......shit gt alot of undone hw...no pool 4 tml i guess....juz bought a $90 mp3 wib edwin......quite reasonable price i guess....nw e prob is hw 2 pay 4 it...cuz i borrow money fr fred.....oh well......gotta go le....update another time......sweating lyk a pig nw....lol


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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

nw at fred's hse...has been damn long since i updated...haix...hmmmmm...was winning lyk 27 bucks in copa...but juz lost 20 tis morning...so nw win 7 bucks....pathetic...wtf man yoke foh bet 30 on cloumbia-draw, won 300...kaoz...shud hab followed my 6th sense n follow him...haix....hab been buying sg pools bets 4 ppl recently...ytd alone bought 63 bucks worth of bets including foh's 4d...lol...OH HO!!!roy n edwin pierced their ears ytd!!jason n eric pierced theirs on saturdae...looks lyk i hab sparked off a revolution...LOL...edwin looks gd...roy looks..well...GAY!!PUAHAHAHA...hmmmmm...mi reckon mi e 1st express guy 2 pierce ear in sch...WAHAHAHA!!tink e nez guy in class 2 pierce shud b kent bahs...hehx..havoc

roy damn suay..he has been losing ebery match he bet on, den ytd he pierce his mama kpkb ebery 10 mins...den tis morning 1st ting tio SPOTCHECK!!!LOL LOL LOL!!!hahaha...all 3 of us sit 2gether den take out stud in unison...hehx...farnie..den roy n edwin started bleeding...tio caught 4 my nails..heng ytd juz cut hair...lata go bak class roy cnt stuff his stud bak in..sho he gib up...

mi 2dae in sch was in physics lab...my fuking short shirt came out sho lazy tuck in...fuker yong walk past den catch mi...dammit was wearing my stud...he saw mi taking out den tell mi gib him...sho gib lohs..its spoilt aniwae...lol..i despise him..a fuking unwanted bastard hu has no fuking integrity...nt a man at all...bt gib him face cuz he writing my testimonial...gib him face 4 e time being...XOP

din go library study...raining+i stank..lol..my milk daughter juz call mi...she went, tinking i gg...sowee SY!!! :p

hab a few poems i wrote long long time ago...but haben gt a chance 2 write dem here..oh well..muz try 2 rmb...

kkies gotta go place sum bets le...nid 2 make tis lousy blog better too...darn..lazy learn html... :X

sayonara...


(n_n)

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

hmmmmm...ya looong looon time no update le.....for all u nice, WOOOOOONDAFUL peeps out tere hu actually read my blog, soweee 2 kip u all waiting....well, hab been fuking down in my luck lately....euro 2004 is a fuked up football tourney....make ni lose $135.... TT_TT haix....fuck greece...make mi lose 150...haix....esp tt midfielder hu look lyk mr bean....lol....mi laobu searched thr my drawer ytd and fuking found my toto ticket...she threw it away den still dare scream at mi...i went mad...literally...wrenched open her locked drawer looking 4 it....surprisingly it was fuking easy 2 wrench open in as fit of anger...it cn nv be locked again...haha... :OX from tere lead to mi saeing hw much i lost in soccer...its all their fault...if i wasnt sho fuking poor and a student, i wun hab turned 2 gambling...no time to work lohx...fuked up...aniwaes was damn fuked up sho bad tt i desperately started calling ppl 2 go out wib mi...2 meis were out, 1 din reply, and a few otr frens were either slping or outside...hehx...mi den rmb hsien sae she beri free de sho jio her out...haha...great mei...she agreed..lol...den we go cine hoping 2 catch a movie wib my ezlink...spiderman was lyk sold out, next available at 10pm...lyk wtf???den we 15+ yr olds decided 2 go watch 'undead'...nc 16...lol...BUT EZLINK CANT USE!!!!!spoil...argh...kam puah suay...so nv watch..aniwae she had 12 Time 2 do...sho cant watch aniwae...tried 2 find ppl hu still hab e files 2 send 2 her...bt all juz deleted e dae b4...SUAY!!!no choice lohs...den go look for her dark purple tee...lols...cudnt find it...both of us broke aniwae...go lido eat CANNOT USE EZLINK AGAIN!!!knn...buay tahan...den go wisma eat...heng tere cn use ezlink...waha...bumped in2 mel n jiajun n gang...bloody hell mel sae she nt free den she go out wib him!!!no fair...jj ish MINE!!lol...den after tt go hme le...check toto results...i tio 3 numbers...gt 1 asshole won 2.3million top prize...wtf...aniwae mi dad paid 4 my gambling debts thr cheque...haha...told mi 2 take out my earring...sho i did...may put it back on...hahaha..wun gamble 4 sum time...will pay him back sn...nw at JE library use internet..CN USE EZLLINK PAY!!!wa...lol

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